The Gym Membership

Life like the gym membership
New resolutions, made with conviction
A need, a reason, a justification for that change
A reward, a desire, a picture drawn on blue print


A step, steps, stepping
A change in attitude 
A focus drawn on targets
A new found confidence 


Then the question: 'Why did I not act all this time'
Time, time, time; oh, time of past procrastination
You deprived me, of such joy, of so much


The realisation; a percentage more of the 
Brain box, being used on marching beat box
Motivation, I am sitting on high


#On wards 
#Christian soldiers
#Marching on to.....


Relapse, self doubt, self worth
Ask the addict, why after the realisation 
Of cause and effect, effectively 
He went back to shots in veins


And the alcoholic may be synonymous 
To the term, falling off the wagon 
I tell you; so too can  be said, of the man
Who dreamt of building castles    


I am not giving answers
Mind you, mind the gap...
I am asking questions 
Answers; I have none, none to suit, I am no tailor 


Who out there solved the parable of strive
Made the difference between
The many that started
And the one that finished 


I am not giving answers 
I am asking questions 
I tell you this; still seeking answers